ahhhh not in the mood to scrap...
not in the mood to go out
not in the mood to shop
not in the mood to leave praise
not in the mood to scout the forums all day long
not in the mood to watch TV
not in the mood to exercise....
just want to curl up on the bed and read
or sleep...
I dunno what's happening but it seems like I don't want to do anything but read and sleep. I have to do some scraps though because of my CT requirements but I think I have to let go some of them because I'm really having a hard time keeping up and I don't wanna wake up at 5am every morning to upload and play the praise game. Scrapping has taken over my life and as much as I enjoy doing it, it can burn you down so I'm staying away for awhile. After finishing up some of my CT requirements for this month I have to let go two of my CTs. As much as it's hard for me to let them go I have to. I don't want this scrapping thing to become a "job". I want it to remain as a hobby.
So I have this weirdest craving of Boy Bawang (a garlic flavored cornick from the Philippines). But instead of just eating it just like that they have to be dip in vinegar. Ahhhh! Then all I want to eat is fish, fish and more fish. So tomorrow is the day where I take my pregnancy test hahaha I still haven't gotten my period. So I told my Dad there is a possibility of me getting pregnant. He didn't take it as hard as I thought. Actually he wish it will be a boy this time LOL. At least I have my Dad's blessing. I know he wanted me to go back to school once the girls goes to school but at least he'll have another grandkid just in case. I secretly hope it's going to be a little prince this time so it'll be the last one heheh. But another little princess is very much welcome too as long as the baby will be born healthy. I will let you know what the results as soon as I find out.
Rico won't be home til Thursday and then he'll work again this weekend. Urgh!! Really I am beginning to HATE his job lol. Only because I'm bored, it's been raining here on and off but I don't want to bring the girls out and then it'll start to rain. So he is off on thursday but I bet he'll sleep through the day so we wont really spend quality time till Monday afternoon then he'll leave again on the 22nd. UrgHHH!!! Really ! So no valentine's day celebration for us. I don't mind I just want my Pf Chang's fix and I'll be okey lol.
Anyways I'm off to get the girls some snacks..just dropped but to blog then maybe I can figure out why I'm not in the mood to do anything. Oh well maybe tomorrow will be better since it's VDay! Happy valentine's to everyone. I leave you with the girls' vday card !
